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Saturday, February 5, 2011

it's nearly 2am and i've yet to be able to sleep peacefully since February came along.

I don't blame Hkm cause it ain't his fault he was born in feb 22 years ago, i mean, come on -_-

But it's always been a very hard month for me to go through.

Expectations and more expectations.

It pulls you down and bring unnecessary burden.

Its like having a chip on your shoulder for no apparent reason.

I've always been much more eloquent in words rather than verbally but even then, there are so many others who are exceptionally well-versed in this beautiful language.

I've always found English beautiful, a language that shortens the gap between cultures and countries ; but I digress.

I guess, my point is,

I always find something I am really good at (according to my standards at least) and then I will definitely stumble onto someone who is so much better than me. Yes it humbles me but at the same time, it just makes me think like why should I bother?

I do not have the mindset of a fighter or a never-say-die attitude but I try.

I swear with my everything, I do try my best sometimes.

BUT IT'S STILL JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH.