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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

you have moved on and i'm happy for you, really.

There's nothing to hold you back from your dreams, your hobbies and most importantly, from being true to yourself.

With me,

I always thought I wasn't good enough or things along those lines.

My jealousy, my posessiveness was what brought you down to my level.

I refused to let you have any breathing space, refused to entertain thoughts of "TOO MUCH LOVE", refused basically, to let you be you.

Controlling, demanding, exacting, vengeful, ruthless, unreasonable , needy, poisonous and i can NOT trust. Those are epithets that so aptly described me, I think I was born to be the embodiment of them all.

I'm pathetic at best and trust me when I say I'm already being lenient to myself when I say all this.

So good for you, really.

I'd throw a party for you if it wouldn't destroy me but it will.

You who have been the only constant in my life outside family members. You who I turn to for everything and anything! You who knows me better than I know myself. You, who I gave everything to.

So where does this leave me?

I bid you a fond farewell don't worry I'll drink to your future.

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