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Wednesday, December 15, 2010 The only person I will never get sick of to plan for random meetups and stupid outings,would be Kucing @ryshafoxx Always we plan meet early morning but we lil piggies will not wake up on time! TSK ~ I can never be a better person and say that I wouldn't change a single thing about my past. Say that it has made me be a better person or a wiser idiot or something along those lines. I can never be the better person who won't laugh at my sisters when they get scolded by dad or mum. I can never be the better person. So this is the truth. I regretted every single thing in my past regarding you. I will probably regret publishing this the moment's damage's been done. But I can never bring myself to delete this or hide this. I've hidden it for too long, from myself even. I regret making mistakes I regret going each and every extra mile to make you and only you happy. I regret thinking that we could prove people wrong by saying that my first will be my last. That the firsts do lasts. I regret thinking we could take on the world together. I regret thinking we could, against all odds, be together. I regret thinking together, we would have the power to change things. How utterly humbling. How utterly selfish Ive been. How utterly painful. I'm not and prolly will never be a better person. But i know if i could, i WOULD change my past. For some, the first and last. For most, the first never lasts. ~ Goodbye you. Goodbye us. Goodbye. Me.
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